Im pretty sure my june is equal to what this guy is going thru right now....Nah hes got it easy. I mean obviously hes not going to drown, while this bs im going thru may go on for fucking ever!
I have officially lost all motivation to play. Mtts, cash, sngs, whatever i just have no want in me to play. Im really premature bitching here. Im only 20k hands into june, but after the bad start it has literally been break even days the last few days and its starting to drive me nuts. When i used to play live i would say "hey, i dont mind losing, and i love winning, but i lose my mind when i go home even. At least when i lose i feel like i accomplished something" Well thats whats taking place here. I probably should of taken today off to clear my head, but mr addictive personality took over and i "took it easy" while i 6 tabled and played the double deuce on ftp and the millions on stars. Deep enough run in the double deuce to piss me off, and lol cooler in the millions.
I think tomorrow will be a light day if i play at all. I have to handle some bs at the dmv which should be lovely, and then i have some.....personal business to do. Not to mention the gym, so i dont lose my bet to barone. June 15th cannot get here soon enough. Actually my buddy is coming into town like the 11th or 12th so i may just say f it and start my drunken rampage a few days early.
As always ill keep u posted on this lovely dovely journey.
Gl at the tables
Mr. Shit
Lovely dovely
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