Ahhhhhhhh thats refreshing

I'm not gonna lie. After 100 freak thousand hands of breakeven/losing a bit on stars, i was starting to get those thoughts. I dont think im playing different, maybe the players are just better than me. Maybe ill never win long term again. What kind of jobs should i start looking for? Can i at least break even and be an fpp pro?

Then i went to ftp to grind for about 30 days, and holy shit im winning again (i am running a bit hot in some key spots, but to offset that, ive also made a couple horrendous calls that havent worked out)

20k hands, in 3.5 days = YIKES. But i am aiming for 120k by june 15th so i gotta really just grind my ass off for a month and hopefully make some good profit. 

I talked to a friend of mine and we both agree that maybe the flow of the games on ftp is more suited to my style. So with that said, maybe i will stay on ftp for at least the foreseeable future. 

In other news, I love the gym. I work out pretty frequently and enjoy it. Thank you 82nd airborne years though, about 3 or 4 times a year my back will go crazy on me and ill be pretty bed ridden for a few days. Well one of those times happened on tuesday, so ive decided to take off until monday and rest my old man back up. Pro, this will help me put in some sick volume. Con, time to get fat for a week. Meh nothing a lil winning cant cure. 

Gl at the tables

Mr Shit