Ahhhhhsht look whos blogging: Change of scenery

Sometimes when im running bad, i like to change games. Now im a total nlhe monkey, so ill switch from cash, to 45man/180man sngs, to mtt's. Sometimes ill switch sites, change my scenery and hope for the best. Well after 100k hands of getting my ass beat (not really, thats the pessimistic poker player in me coming out, really its 100k hands of down a few buy ins but nothing crazy) I decided to switch up my view and go back to full tilt for at least a month. Id like to make about 2k in rakeback, and maybe another 1500 or so in profit for my upcoming vegas trip. I will be withdrawing around 4k for the trip and if i could make that by the end of month that would be great, instead of depleting my br and then grinding on a lighter than usual roll.

So today i played about 2k hands on stars and actually shipped about a buy in (2buy ins below ev obv) and then had a friend swap some tilt for stars. Btw let me repeat, my name is not ahhhhhsht on ftp, and tbh id rather not say what it is in case any confusion ever comes of it. So moving on i played another 2k hands on ftp in my evening session and shipped just under 4bi's(1 above ev) And OMFG did that feel good. It was like a sign from god came down and it said "look at that shithead, u can still win"

I feel like i played the same game i normally do, just i actually ran pretty well on ftp. I hit some cards when i needed to, and picked good spots instead of always going up against the nuts. Same game but just a nice little change of view may be just what i need

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